2003-11-17
10:01 a.m.
Hello Diary.. :)
Ok today I have an appointment with the hospital.. and I am seriously dreading it.. :(
OK explanation.. ermm ok for the last 3 years Hubby-to-be and I have been trying for another baby.. but no luck..:( after about 6 months of trying I went to see my doctor who refered me to a specialist.. I been seeing him for 2 years now.. it seems I have PCOS.. Polly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome.. basically I am not ovulating.. lovely bit of information there for you folks!!
Anyway after much much fertility treatment and pokes and prods by doctors.. I am exhausted and they have eventually decided 4 months ag that I should have a full Hysterectomy.. as if I dont I have the chance of developing a non-recoverable cancer within the next 2 years.. :( Bummer
So today I go tot he hospital to see when he wants to get the op done by... it seems that I shoufl have it done and dusted Chrostmas.. but I doubt that it just depends... we will see.. At least the pain will stop... I dont knwo how much longer I can cope with the pain.. :( painkillers seem to have stopped working.. and I am just here on my own with the pain.. and sometimes it so bad I cannot walk.. :(
SO THERE YOU GO! Anyway... fingers crossed.. that i might be all free of that shit before we get married.. as we have an 8 1/2 hour flight to St Lucia... the day after the wedding... and I really need to feel well enough to fly there!!
Talkign of St Lucia... We went and confirmed the bookign list yesterday.. and we shall be flying out at 10.30am on the 21st March 2004.. I cannot wait!! the night before we shall be stayign in London.. as we are flying from Heathrow... yay for London.. I love that place!!
So roll on erm... 123 days... :) yay!!
xx
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